STILL MISSING U.....

Ah san

We are still missing u alot.
Mum is always so sad, i really scared to see her crying again.
That is simply uncontrollable..no choice , Which is basically what i always told her.....

I was down at bedok reservoir for dragon boating last saturday when i saw the NTUDB team.
To me, i was scared to see them around. Seeing them around only makes me feel really sad, and frustrated. Kept on asking why arent u there rowing anymore?
I still remembered the time when i was rowing for the NP/NTUC team(YR1997-2001), i would often see u training at SDBA(doing weights and rowing etc). U always acknowledge my shouting of ah san to u .... there will no longer such kind of scene ever again.

AN INFO TO ALL OF U OUT THERE...
We(5 FAMILIES) met the SDBA dudes to clarify some of the matters last nite, they are simply dumbfounded by our facts and reasonings..i was wondering if they can sleep peacefully, without any guilt at nite at all...For me i could not sleep properly at all, i kept on dreaming of u. They simply put words into the NTEAM guys' mouth. I was damm bloodly angry and sad at the fact why is my brother(NTEAM TEAM SPORE) treated in this way(STATE FLAG CROSS THE CHEST)......WHAT IS THIS..????

THE DUDES KEPT SAYING THEY PUT FAMILIES AT THEIR TOPMOST PRIORITY, BUT I THINK OTHERWISE....IF THEY DID PUT US AT THEIR TOPMOST PRIORITY WE WOULD NOT BE SO ANNOYED AT THEIR PRESS RELEASE BY THEIR "DEFENCE" STATEMENTS....

To Ah san, weicheng, stephen, jeremy and rueben, we ( 5 families) stand united and will always remember u all.....

FRom Your Bro
Ah Nam...